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Do I stay or do I go?
Thursday, 19 April 2012 20:28
A question I have been getting a lot lately is, are you staying or are you going, and if you go will you be coming back?
My answer is.... I don't know.
I committed to two cycles, basically 6 months, when I came here. We have just started the second cycle. At the end of this cycle things slow down a bit and then ramp up for September. So people are wondering what my plans are.
I don't have any.
The problem I am having in deciding what to do is, there is nothing keeping me here, but there is nothing that makes me want to leave either.
I am comfortable.
Not overly happy, but not unhappy either.
I like my new apartment..safe, clean, comfortable.... I like most of my classes, the students that show up, want to learn, and I am finding I am not a bad teacher. Except for the low pay, the job is OK.
The weather is fine. Cool at nights, warm during the day.... not too cold or too hot.
I think what I am missing is passion. I can't sail....it is the middle of the mountains.... I can't dance.... there are no salsa studios or clubs....
I don't photograph much. My "big" cameras are heavy to carry around, and I do have a fear of losing them. I wish I had a "smaller" camera, but my g9 died 2 days before I left Canada, and replacing it here would be very expensive, and the inexpensive cameras they have here ( low end sonys) would drive me crazy.
I have tried to put together a couple of things to get me photographing again, but so far they have not panned out.
So I don't know what to do... the easist decision is not to decide.
Lost Ipad and other news
Thursday, 12 April 2012 12:17
it has been a few days since I updated my blog.
I lost my iPad..... through my own stupidity, not by malice on the part of anyone else ( I do believe)
this has made updating a bit more cumbersome. I actually have to sit in front of my computer to write and update. it was so much easier when I could write in the park or the cafe.
I have moved into a nice little apartment nearer to school... no more bus rides in the morning, and taxis home at night. I can also walk to my home for lunch. It isn't ideal, but it is very nice, and i have been able to get caught up on my sleep...something that I have been lacking. Having my own kitchen and bathroom really rocks.
People keep asking me what I think of Loja..... and I really don't have a major opinion one way or the other.
I feel safe, and comfortable. The weather doesn't bother me. ( the heat of the coast was very tiring). The people are nice. Food is cheap.
There also isn't much to excit me either. No Sailing, No salsa. I haven't been able to get anything really happening photographically.
So there are no major pluses, or minus.
I hear about other places that have more happening, and I am not sure if I am ready for the added safety issues.
I have a few more months before I decide if I should stay, or move on......
Safety
Last Updated on Thursday, 12 April 2012 12:44 Monday, 19 March 2012 08:49
Small Steps
Thursday, 15 March 2012 21:19
I take a taxi home every night. it would be a long walk, and I am not sure if the buses run at the time school finishes.
I always have to pull out my slip of paper with directions to hand to the driver until tonight.
Tonight I was able to get home just using my broken Spanish...WHOOO HOOOOO.
Likely tomorrow night I will have the same trouble again, but I feel good about it tonight.
I remember an English speaker saying that one of the proudest moments in her life was when she was able to order Pizza over the phone in Japan. I am not on the level of Pizza ordering, yet, but maybe in time.
The day the Earth moved
Last Updated on Saturday, 10 March 2012 13:00 Saturday, 10 March 2012 12:18
On march 11th 2011 the earth shifted off the coast of Japan and more then 20,000 people lost their lives.
It was possible that I might have been one of them.
I was living in Tokyo with a friend. He was just starting a relationship, and he wanted the apartment for himself for some time and I was planning a trip. My choices of destinations where the pacific coast north of Tokyo, or the mountains near Nagano to photograph snow monkeys. I wanted to visit the sea, but I had promised my nephew's partner I would get some snow monkey pictures for her.
So instead of being on the effected sea coast when the fault slipped and a wall of water came racing for the coast of Japan, I was very many miles from the sea.
The earthquake itself was a surreal experience for me. I was alone in the woods, on a road that was closed for the winter. It was the most alone I had been in Japan, and I was enjoying the solitude when the mountains around my started moaning and groaning. I was unaware of what was happening.
When I returned to my hotel, my normally jovial hosts looked very solemn. Through their broken English they said their had been an quake. I remember their children where watching TV, and when it started to show pictures of the tsunami, they turned it off.
I really had no idea of what was happening, until I started the Internet in my room. After sending an email to my parents letting them know I was alright, I tried contacting friends in Tokyo.
I had to stay an extra day in the hotel, the trains were not running.
The Tokyo I returned to was not the city I had left. The earthquake and tsunami had knocked out so many electrical stations the there were power shortages. Tokyo is illuminated by billboards and signs...these were turned off. Tokyo was a dark city.
And there was the fear. For the next month there were, on average 2 or 3 quakes a day. ( for an idea of what was happening go to http://www.japanquakemap.com/
click on since march 11 at the top and let it run for a few minutes......)
As bad as the disaster was, everyone was concerned about the nuclear problems developing up the coast. Everyone I talked to asked the same question...what are you going to do?
Some of my friends left Japan, some moved further south. I stayed in Tokyo, spending most of my time huddled under blankets,( we had electric heat) reading all I could find on the Internet. I now know more about Japanese nuclear plants, and how they work then I ever thought I would need to know.
I had a bag packed, and my route(s) planned if I had to move but I felt the best place for me was where I was.
There were times I almost left ( Tokyo, not Japan) but I didn't.
So what did I learn from this?
I have a deeper respect for the Japanese beliefs and culture.
I have a deeper distrust of the media.
I have a greater application of the power of the Internet.
And I have a better understanding of who I am.
here are some blog posts from this period.
Today Wednesday Evening march 16
Mercy or Art imitating life..march 15
mercy part 2 march 28th
Gaz shortage
Tuesday, 06 March 2012 16:27
Loja- dirty city
Last Updated on Sunday, 04 March 2012 19:10 Friday, 02 March 2012 11:57
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